nerd

2007-12-18T09:51:00.000+08:00

ahh its the christmas season again!!

i'm so totally busy with loads of stuff to do. there's christmas shopping, there's home christmas, there's christmas banquet drama and there's christmas banquet costumes!

the worst part is the costumes. i have no idea what to wear on friday, let alone what to get the entire g12 to wear sigh. and to make things worse, jolene's in hospital. not that i'm blaming her or anything, but the timing is like totally urgh pls. oh well, we'll have to pull thru without her help i guess.

andand, to top things off, there's soccer training! ahh, i have no time at all pls omg. the commitment needed for soccer is totally insane lah sigh. at least i'm doing ok in matches, top scorer kk xD

yesterday was fun. went christmas shopping with vir. at first we went to bugis, walked around for quite a long while before we decided on anything to buy. and she kept meeting her friends pls! den a lot give the "o.O shes got a bf" look lol. wasnt very productive though, so we headed to taka, where half the world was lah. super crowded, very irritating having to push here push there just to get to somewhere. but in the end i still managed to buy quite a bit, cleared about half of the presents alr! :D walked until legs super suan and tired alr, then she still got all the strength in the world to continue walking lah! crazy pple lol. after that went to pastor's house for drama practice, thought i was super late, in the end still haven't started =.= oh well, all in all, i guess yesterday was quite fruitful heh, even though i said shopping with u wouldn't be as productive. thanks dear :D

heh, hope today will be as fruitful. going to look for costumes to wear later in the afternoon, before going for prayer meeting. thats all for now, byee.

(the last post is history)

2007-12-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

my fairytale's slowly disintegrating...

2007-11-16T08:15:00.001+08:00

try me

2007-11-15T22:25:00.001+08:00

ahh ok its 1020pm and im totally bored to death at home with nothing to do. my bro's using his comp so i can't play. my fifa08's spoilt. read finish all my books le. and no mood to study. so here i am on my bed with the aircon on blogging for some inconceivable reason heh. oh yar, and my bro and cousin are heatedly debating abt anime bleh.

life's been pretty much boring since the hols started i guess. basically its training training and more training? bleh. training 5 times a week hardly allows one a social life, and i hardly have the time to go out and have fun anymore sigh. oh wells, at least i still enjoy soccer? and it'll all pay off when we win the a div title :D

haha ok i have no idea wad else to blog abt. thats how sad my life is now? bleh. ohoh, vir's going POR soon :( at least she'll eat less and become less fat? :P bleh i'm supposed to blog a long post, but i dunno wad to write le? lol.

today's training was quite ok i think, at least for me heh. coz i had phys remedial in the morning, so i missed the first part of training, which was hour long run plus drills. when i joined back them nice nice finish the drills, then we did finishing! heading, then volleying heh. but my left leg CMI, keep missing or hitting the post bleh. then if we miss have to do pushups situps backraisers. so in the end i trained one hour in the morning then the shirt like shit liao :(

afternoon training was supposed to start at 215, then zhun zhun it started raining rofl. then we stoned till like 240, then warmup run den stepladders! but not so bad this time heh. after that we did drills. my left leg is improving! :D gonna be more natural than my right leg soon lol, coz i keep using it.

ok my post is totally random. i'm just trying to make it long lol. i think next time i shall just number it heh. we hit target for g12 again! :D and celebrated bernice, chooshuin and jolene's birthday :D and teased manfred and bernice like siao lol. woots 6 more weeks! :D

ohoh. and i just finished watching 24 season 4! it wasn't that fantastic though lol, but still interesting enough to make me choose it over sleep. i don't dare start on season 5 coz i sure won't stop if i start one heh. self-control at its best :D:D:D

ahh i can't think of anything else le. don't care u virnice ng, i'm ending the post here heh.

the past is history, no use dwelling in it.
i only care about the future that lies ahead.

2007-10-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

coz i'm lazy to blog heh. and also coz i don't like this skin anymore. so ernest nah, you can go help me find a nice new skin so i can blog (:

2007-10-21T03:25:00.001+08:00

4 hours, my new record :P

2007-10-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

maybe when i have one whole day free or something :D

15 days and counting xD

p.s. today was great btw (:

2007-10-01T02:23:00.000+08:00

i <3 u! :D

2007-01-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

going for trials for soccer, volleyball, floorball and ultimate frisbee, although it seems theres only one cca im really interested in. but soccer is kinda hard to get in, with all the pros joining too. was keen on volleyball at first, but after seeing the pple interested in joining, i lost interest lol.

and its so scary so see everyone working so hard on the tutorials by the second day of school. urgh i dont even have to mood to try the questions, but if i dont then im already lagging behind everyone else. peer pressure is soo gonna turn me into a mugger >.<

2007-01-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

haha random post, coz i feel absolutely bored. =p

orientation's been great, i couldnt have asked for a better og.

wish i could say the same for my class though =( stuck in a mugger class, guess i have no choice but to whack and do well haha.

too bad orientations coming to an end...time to get serious and hit the books!

lol yeah right

2006-12-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

haha today was the most fun ive had in recent times. the conference was okay lah, finished in the afternoon den we went bowling at safra. my bowling has improved lol! though it still very lousy...den we went to mindcafe for dinner/games. fun lah, but now im broke =)

anywayz im not gonna blog liao, at least till the end of the yr. no one reads this anyway =p

2006-12-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

haha my biological clock is totally screwed liao lor. past two days ive been sleeping at 6am and waking up at 2pm. den can lose weight too lol, coz i skip breakfast and lunch that way. its fun too, coz its so peaceful and quiet at night, no noisy siblings and drilling and the staring of banglas on gondolas into my 21st floor window.

went marina south with my g12 today. we went bowling first, quite ok lah, uneventful though. won the rest of them, but not by a lot. most of them were first timers though, and its quite cool to see them slowly improve through the course of one game. after that we went to play pool. got totally owned by shuin, but i beat gerald twice =) den we went for steamboat dinner, i think i got full more from the drinking of the soup and drinks than from anything else lol. by then it was like 9 le, den we hung around the arcade for a while before going home. quite funny to see them try the drums game, and missing the beat completely. they were like trying to outdo each other at beginner mode, den some guy came along and totally owned them with some super difficult mode lol.

anyways, its 1am now and i think im gonna do another all nighter lol. dont feel the least bit tired

2006-11-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

bah so many things have been happening, and so many things are about to happen, i dont even have the time to blog. and i thought this sch hols is supposed to be for me to seat in front of the comp and play the whole day. now im packed full of programmes and i wont even have the chance to go and work, not even for a week...

anywayz looking forward to next month haha, casting crowns on the first week, christmas event on the second week. and soccer on saturdays! haha long time since i played soccer on the field, need to get more exercise xD.

oh yar, and can anyone lend me dvds so i can watch with the player i won during grad nite lol

2006-11-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

bleh internet went down for a few days, but its back up now! and i can enjoy it for all of one day before i head off to genting lol.

2006-11-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

bahh soccer cancelled because of the rain, made me get drenched in the rain getting to queensway and back home to buy boots. and in the end i wont get to use them until december. wasted trip =.= could have been playing pool with chen, ben and quek bleh. daoed them to buy boots when i got the rest of the month to do so...argh

2006-11-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

graduation ceremony wasnt very interesting, just a formality in fact, since the majority of us are still gonna be seeing each other next year. it would have been a rather nice event too, if it werent for the emcees screwing it up with their countless mistakes e.g. "cerfiticates". pfft.

after that we went parklane for lanning. not really interesting lah, just played a game of dota (which i farmed and owned) and then some cs. den the last hr or so i was just playing fifa against woonhian. took me quite a long time to adapt to his style, and somehow i just couldnt score, even if it was 1on1 with the keeper. in the end the stats said it all, 4 shots on goal, 4 on target, 2 goals scored for him. for me it was 21 shots on goal, 12 on target, 1 goal scored. but eventually i figured out how to score and 5-1 was the score =)

anyways it wasnt really the lanning that was fun, but the pool afterwards! lol first time i played it, and BOY is it addictive =p played the first hr not enough, den chen ben and me stayed back for another hr lol. its hard to get used to lah, but by the end of the 2hrs i could get the cue ball to hit the target! LOL. on the whole it was a rather enjoyable day lah, im definitely gonna play pool again soon haha

2006-11-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

saturday was the first time ive exerted myself so much since the days of rugby =p

we went to sentosa in the morning for our gep graduation. was quite fun i guess, but not with the pple i expected. hanged around mainly with the 4T pple, and we owned in volleyball! haha we were the underdogs throughout lor, at first in a super tough grp with 4L and 4M, but we beat them both! heehee. then we were supposed to play against the imba 4R, budden in the end kong wasnt there so they werent so imba anymore haha. so we won =) and we did it with 7 different players rather than just a fixed grp of 5, which means we are pro lol. volleyball doesnt seem so stupid and pointless after all, its quite fun too! so afterwards was the burying pple in sand part, den everyone was like super humji and not willing to be buried, so i just went in even though i initially didnt want to lah. den afterwards we just all went into the water to get rid of the sand. den someone brought along a ball and we started playing with it, den when i jumped to get the ball, i cramped! >.<

after that we had lunch, den were pretty much released le. took a super long time to get back to harbourfront, coz a lot of pple going back too. we decided to walk back instead of taking the bus lol. at first wanted to walk around vivocity one...den by the time we reach there 3pm le, no more time to walk around le. but from wad i saw it was super big, so im gonna drag someone along one day to walk around the place, got to get rid of my esprit and nike vouchers before they expire lol.

so after that went to scgs to play captains ball. when i reached there and realised that the two pro girls from our team werent there, i seriously just gave up there and then. + i was super tired from the sentosa some more, no mood to play liao. but no choice rite, must go there and try to give them a fight. and what a fight we gave them! lol. we led by like 5 points from the start, and i was like shocked and starting to believe that we could actually do it. den they slowly caught up lah, but we ended the first half leading 16-15. did the same strategy as last week, cept there was more manmarking but less defending as a whole =.= and i was whacking like mad lor lol, atking a lot and shooting on sight. haha den we finished the match tied at 33-33. and i was like super pissed lor, so tired still make us go to extra time like the last game. den at the end of the first e.t. half we were leading by 2 points, and i started to have the feeling of deja vu. den in the second half we lost our lead lor, den i seriously started thinking that we were gonna lose like the last time le, even with me shooting and scoring like siao. den i cramped and had to go out, but after that decided who cares lets just go back in and pia anyway. so i went in and scored two more, one winner right at the death lol. after score then final whistle blew and we won 39-38. u have no idea how happy i felt like then lor lol, think i scored more than half of the total points. but after that i cramped like siao lor, couldnt stop lol, just kept cramping despite stretching. after a while it finally stopped, but the calves all tensed le, super pain cannot walk properly. next day woke up with the whole body aching, just like how i used to feel after our rugby training sessions when we did a lot of tackling lol. anyway, alls well that ends well, had loads of fun, even though i was too tired to watch liverpool win =)

2006-10-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

wOOOOO its over~!!! haha guess it wasnt as difficult as i expected it to be, made a lot of big big mistakes though.

my first paper is super screwed, my gong han was written to the wrong pple, the question paper so ambigious one >.< i realised when i was checking through at the end, then when i cancelled it and wanted to put in the correct organisation the invigilator said times up, bah. then my zuo wen i have this bad feeling i wrote out of point. the bao zhang question was difficult lor, not like previous ones we've done. =(

but the paper 2 was simple!! lol. i think im gonna pass the zhong he tian cong for the first time ever!!!! most of the choices were automatic wrongs, and they werent similar to each other, so quite easy to make the choices. and the li jie! LOL! some of the questions were like, sec 1 standard?! the answer was 2 lines long for a 4 mark question, and i was desperately trying to fill in more stuff coz it looked too short, but in the end there wasnt anything else to put, its like so straightforward =)

so back to the topic, im free! haha, gonna play comp the whole day, unless u ask me out or sth =p

2006-10-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

yucks, singaporeans are SICK! blah.

was on bus 132 going to scgs, then i was seating near the back next to two girls, then opposite got one girl. so i was reading my book, then the two girls alighted, then suddenly this old man, 40+ years old, got up from his seat in the front then come to the back sit next to me, and opposite the girl. then he was like looking at the girl so obviously it was kinda comical. then he took out a book from his bag then try to sell it to the girl or sth. then when the girl say dowan, he started to talk to her, then he asked for her phone number, which the girl gave rather reluctantly, then he gave her his phone number. still can remember him saying in his terrible english "i hope we can see each other again soon" or sth liddat. then hor, still not disgusting enough, he took out his camera phone, then ask if can take picture of her >.< i almost burst out laughing then, but continued to pretend to read my book lah. then he started asking questions like "where do you live?" and "who do you stay with?" by then i reached my stop le, the girl was looking damn pitiful, but no where to escape lol. i mean like, wtf, its sooooo disgusting to watch lah! a 40 yr old man hitting on a 20 yr old girl. urgh, cant stand it man...

oh yar, and today, i had the best game of captains ball in my life. we were lacking jie ren, and i went into the match expecting to lose. and when we went 9-5 down, i expected it to be a rout just like the last time again. budden we came back 9-9, den i started to believe! lol. then it was damn close throughout the rest of the game, the lead kept switching, but we were playing catch up most of the time lah, damn tiring but fun playing the blocker, then running up while we were attacking and leaving gerald to defend. some more we didnt have subs, and i was super tired and all, but i guess the adrenaline kept me going lol. at the end it was tied 25-25, so there was two halves of 5 mins as extra time, then at the end of the first period we were leading by 3 points, but we panicked and let them climb back. then in the end they won by two points =.=
but on the whole it was a super fun and exciting game, my entire shirt was drenched at the end from all the running and stuff. and i was shouting my lungs out at my teammates, which i guess was kinda new and weird to the pple watching lah, coz im usually quiet in church =p but i definitely enjoyed myself, and i guess thats wad matters most.

and right now as im trying desperately to study for chinese, its half time and liverpool are leading 3-0!!!! haha life cant get any better =p

2006-10-20T06:05:00.000+08:00

bleh slept from 6pm to 12.30am, then i woke up and played rev the whole nite...wanted to do my book review/study for guess but no mood to do so >.<

its supposed to be the end of cts, where the teachers screw off and stop chasing us, instead of leaving stuff to the last minute and having to make us go back to school during a sch holiday to complete work from a long time ago. still have the cheek to threaten us abt our CA grades. some more nv return us our essays before the ct, say we must take the initiative and ask from her. not only this two times lor, throughout the yr have to take this kind of nonsense...

now my tmr is gone coz i have to be in sch for her stupidly last minute discussion crap at 1pm, which pretty much messes up other stuff which i had planned to do.

pfft gonna sleep now, screw the book review

2006-10-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

yay exams are finally over!
at least until the 30th *shrugs* time to play rev! haha

anywayz i think i did ok for bio, shd be around 60%

the history paper is the one im worried about >.<
section A really screwed me up, im not even sure whether i can get my 20/30 now...i think i wrote too little + totally out of point bleh

oh right, and i need to start preparing for guess =)

2006-10-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

bleh i hate myself. im so addicted to rev...even when mugging also must play...

and coz of that, i didnt have time to study for maths, whacked chem only. and the worst part is that im still probably gonna die for chem anyway =.=

possible score/probable score for subjects so far
english: 80 / 70
ss >80 / 70-80
maths >50 / <50
chem 65 / 50-60
physics >70 / ~60

which is super low btw.
i just need a pass for maths to get 3.6 overall, but it'll be a miracle if that happens now...
chem needs a 60% for 3.6, but im not even sure thats reachable with all the careless mistakes i made.

all i can do now is study for bio and history, which i dont really need to get a high score for.

unless i get a 90+ for bio, im gonna get a 3.6 as long as i pass...and history just needs a 64%, or a 16/25 to get my 4.0

guess i can expect my gpa to drop from 3.3 to around 3.1 at the end of the year then =(

2006-10-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

yay thank god i passed my chinese prelims. now i dont have to take chinese for the first 3 months in rjc lol.
must improve on the grade though, at least to a B3 so it looks nicer =)

anywayz on to greater things! i.e. cts

actually getting myself to study ss lol, something ive nv done in previous years...guess i can say im better prepared now lah,especially since i missed so many ss lessons on active citizenry.

but i have no idea how my english will end up to be. she nv returned us our discursive essay, so i have no idea at all whether im writing it correctly or not...

and im screwed for english ca man...so many stuff nv hand up, + all the late work. gonna like match chinese, which i got <40% for lol. but can afford to get 2.8 for english overall lah, assuming my physics and chemistry improve, and im really praying they do. but i just cant get myself to focus on studying...rev always seems to pop up distract me.

guess im gonna spend more time in the library during the weekend then =(

2006-10-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

zzz exams are coming soon, im so unprepared...

how?!

anywayz, i think this is a cool video =)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gxRu7AvJr5k

2006-10-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

the

haze

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super

irritating.

especially

when

u

have

a

sensitive

nose.

and

my

throat

is

starting

to

hurt

too...

anywayz im going to the library to study tmr!!

omgwtfbbqz im actually studying like one week before the actual exam lol

record for me =D

2006-10-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTEqdip_GdU

go watch it, its super funny

too bad i cant post it on the blog itself, but wdv, dont be lazy and go see it lol

and jared wants his name mentioned, so here it is =D

oh btw, 5min after post:

Tong- LOST Season III says:
AAHHHH
Tong- LOST Season III says:
take my name out THIS INSTANCE
Tong- LOST Season III says:
i don't know you !

2006-10-04T01:29:00.001+08:00

betrayed and backstabbed.

why am i so freaking dumb?!

2006-09-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

bleh, missed hof for the stupid talk in rjc...at least the future principal seems nice enough. looking forward to the weekend. NOT looking forward to monday. showcase portfolio is gonna own me =)

2006-09-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

great...after spending so much time and effort mugging for maths test...
and after so many pple whining abt how difficult it was...

it was so damn EASY! >.< and pple were talking abt passing...

2006-09-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

great, 4 yrs in rugby has amounted to me getting a B4 for my cca cert. thats like the second lowest in class, and those bloody slackers in uniform groups just have to turn up for their freaking training every week to get an A1. shd have joined a stupid ug and slacked all the way. no seasons where all u have to think abt is rugby. no 3 times a week training till 7pm. no stupid coaches who try to kill you with pt.

gawd, as if i havent had enough of rugby, it just had to do have the last laugh eh? screw it, i hate rugby.

and i just love the coming few days...

friday:
-chinese talk
-career talks till 5+

monday:
-maths cct
-showcase portfolio

tuesday:
-english essay
-chemistry test

wednesday:
-chinese presentation

ok actually it doesnt look so bad now...but maths+showcase portfolio will keep me busy the whole weekend, theres no time to prepare for the other stuff =.=

and great, the rev server juz crashed.

2006-09-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

didnt feel well

didnt go to school

2006-09-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

sigh past few days have been really hectic, but fun =)

thursday was spent in sch mostly. woke up at 1+, coz i stayed up till 4 the previous nite watching narnia on vcd. so i ate lunch, den walked to thomson plaza to get my disgusting haircut, went home and bathed before going to sch to play soccer at 3. played till 7 b4 we went to s11 for dinner.

friday was the rzone sentosa trip. had to wake up at 7 (bleh super early) and den got jerry to fetch us to church. it was quite ok i guess, didnt really get to mix with others coz i was either playing or refereeing, but yeah the soccer was fun =) scored 7 goals in 3 games, and assisted the other 2 goals scored, but we still finished 2nd bleh. and yar, the sand was so freaking hot, had to run into the shade every 2 min or so. anywayz i bathed there b4 taking the bus back to yishun mrt. went to yishun library, super small lol. didnt bother exploring, just sat in one corner and read. den went out for dinner before going for hof to watch 'the second chance'. not bad lah, but quite messy imo, the movie. after that i missed the church bus coz of meeting, den had to fetch some rzoner girl home coz she didnt know how to go. so reached home 11+.

saturday woke up 11-12 liddat. slacked around at home before going to scgs to run lol. jerry lent me his spikes, which really helped. got 2nd in the 100 heats behind david, den like 10 min later dey ask us go run 200m bleh. started slowly, budden decided to accelerate haha, suddenly found myself in 2nd position. budden i couldnt maintain lah, got overtaken by jieren at the last 2m or so. after that i was like super tired and dizzy etc, just like after a super xiong pt session for rugby training last time lol. walked around aimlessly and tried to recover, took like an hr + a lot of vommitting yucks. anywayz thankfully there was a huge break for the 400 and 800 races b4 the 4x100. budden me and jieren were still half-dead and couldnt run, so they got some replacements, causing us to screw up and get last >.< budden i felt ok by the 4x200 lah, so i ran first runner. super slow lor, budden the rest of the team not bad lah, caught up and got second, which is not bad lah. den we had to 100m finals, which i made it to somehow lol. supposed to finish 4th one, budden jieren cramped i think, so i finished 3rd lol, else he would have won it. quite ok lah, overall i think region c got second in track behind region a? at least i still managed to run my events without dying, and got quite respectable positions too thank god =)

sadly, the hols are gonna end soon, and sch is gonna start sigh. got maths test on integration on tuesday, and i forget everything abt integration le, have to relearn everything. thursday have to hand up physics project which i havent started on. den wk 2 got higher chinese prelim le blehz. days of slacking are over, time to pia for the nxt month or so =(

think ive gotten a fever after 3 consecutives days of being under the hot sun. not feeling very well at the moment...

2006-09-04T10:07:00.000+08:00

recap on past few days:

friday was kinda boring i guess, woke up late, played comp till the afternoon, went to watch poseidon at somebodys hse. it was kinda boring lah, kinda predictable lah i guess. went to hof after that, and went home straight after that, didnt really feel like talking to pple.

saturday was quite eventful, went to play soccer in the afternoon, got thrashed 7-1 lol. nv ever before have i been thrashed so badly =( horrible feeling. but yeah at least i scored my first goal ever in church, and it looked quite nice too! cut the two defenders like 3 or 4 times before i shot, but that was only coz i didnt dare to shoot first time when i was through 1on1 with the keeper, and i slowed down and the two stupid defenders caught up. i juz cant strike the stupid ball well when its rolling forward, dunno why i never bothered to practise doing that. went to dinner later b4 going to see the new bishan library. its quite nice, think i will spend time there during the sch hols to prevent myself from playing comp the whole day.

and sunday was dumb, went to church, after that had meeting. and yay i think i got myself out of running the individual events haha, dont wanna embarrass myself. after that had lunch, den went home to sleep/play the rest of the day. oh yar, and got teased alot thru the duration of the day =.=

and ive decided to go out a lot during the hols, coz i really dont wanna stay at home and play comp the whole day. so today going to play soccer with ngiam and co in the afternoon, tuesday will probably go down to the lib or sth, wednesday going out in the afternoon (?) before going church at nite. thursday is free atm, and friday is sentosa haha.

sidetrack:

West Ham 'can be bigger than Chelse

Businessman Kia Joorabchian claims West Ham have the potential to overtake Chelsea and Manchester United to become the biggest club in England by 2013. (soccernet.com)

--ur joking rite, just coz they signed two stupid argentinian players doesnt make them super pro or sth...those two are probably just gonna move on after they realise that west ham is juz some noob club heehee.

2006-08-31T20:48:00.000+08:00

lol life is great

hols are here, gonna just seat at the comp the whole day, listening to music, playing rev, talking to friends, going out

enough of seeing the same few pple from school for the time being =)

2006-08-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

o.O this week is gonna be fun, one more day of dmp and im free haha. wednesday no sch, thursday teachers day celebs, friday teachers day, nxt wk hols, so slack! =p

cept for the fact that tons of stuff are due lah, for me theres overdue chinese hw, ss dmp, english dmp, testimonial, most of which are due tmr, and im gonna go out for dinner some more. so screwedd.

and i just realised how close chinese 'o's are. prelim is like T4Wk2, den one month later is the actual paper itself le sigh, and im still here slacking and playing comp games like theres no tmr. my life is in a total mess, complete lack of a social life + i have no idea what subjects to take in jc, much less what i wanna be when i grow up. apparently im supposed to have decided what career line i want by now, with so many pple asking me abt that. im supposed to choose subjects i like in jc, and not because alot of pple are taking them, but i dont even know what subjects i like!!! ARGH

why cant i juz drop out of sch and work odd part-time jobs like being a waiter or a toilet cleaner or sth...at least i wouldnt have to make these stupid decisions which im totally not capable of making at this point in time.

and its like everyone cept for me has a gf, though yar i dont really care coz i wanna focus on my studies (like real) and whatnot, but still...yar wdv

and ive grown so fattt!!!! bleh i think i've past the 70 mark, and still going. ive totally lost wdv little touch i had in soccer, i cant run far w/o dying, and i cant run short dist at all bleh. fatfatfatfatfat!

~confused~

2006-08-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

been a long long time since i actually cried.

made me feel much better though

2006-08-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

haha dmp is just one big programme designed to let us students slack =p

not much homework, so many free periods, tons of time to slack at home and play comp games =)

2006-08-17T20:37:00.001+08:00

overslept

2006-08-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

its really sad that a little quarrel could escalate to a full fledged war of words, so yeah, down with the tagboard =)

today was fun in the sense that we went down to support the 'c' div rugby finals against acs(i). got quite irritated at the start by the prefects who were cheering incessantly, yet didnt know what was going on in the pitch. and it was freaking distracting too, both to those who were trying to see what was happening and probably those on the pitch too. i think they're just focusing too much on the rafflesian spirit nonsense lah, and i think they are trying too hard. its just not there lah, u cant force a feeling.

but got rather caught up in the cheering, especially when we were trailing by just a bit. cant believe we were actually close to winning in the finals, maybe coz ive never come close to even being in the finals. but yeah, in the end we lost 15-10, though we fought hard, have to say acs were the better team.

reached home in time for g12, after that watched a bit of the singapore china match. the stupid chinese were so arrogant b4 the match, saying sure win and whatnot, and how the coach would quit if china didnt win. well, it took a stupid 95th minute penalty for china to save their blushes against the pathetically small country of singapore. useless chinese buggers who talk big but kena owned by us. hope that when they come to singapore they get thrashed by us hmpf

2006-08-16T05:34:00.000+08:00

bleh

slept at 7, wanted to wake up at 11 to start doing work, ended up waking up at 1 instead

so ive stayed up the entire nite, and all ive done is my part for history, as well as my reflections for re.

dumb

2006-08-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

history
chem
RE
overdue chinese
dmp

im looking forward to a very eventful week ahead indeed >.<

2006-08-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

i always thought it was the team that couldnt make it

never did i realise it was actually me...

2006-08-11T08:55:00.000+08:00

the dmp format is really really screwed up. i realised that as i looked through my timetable again. it can look nice at times, like on days like today when i only got the second period so i can wake up late, but then again on monday im gonna have to go to school for chinese as my first period, den have nth to do from 10-1.15, when my nxt period is. and thats not even considered bad, compared to others who live far far far away and take 10000hrs to get to sch, and they have to come all the way to sch just for stupid periods like cle or assembly, juz coz its compulsory. who in the world would wanna travel one hr to sch, have CLE!!! for one hr, den travel back home another hr. someone who shdnt be smart enough to get into ri =)

anywayz i dont think i'll go to school today, coz firstly its chinese, and secondly (and more imptly), i dont feel well haha. so yar, better to stay at home and try to do some work =p

its really sad that i didnt get any work done during the national day hols. tuesday in school was dumb and just a big waste of time, the format and organisation was sooo screwed i dont wanna talk more abt it. anyway after that went home, rested and den went out with shuin to orchard. originally wanted to spend some vouchers one, but didnt really see anything i wanted to buy. there was this 3 for the price of 2 offer at borders, but it didnt apply to gift vouchers so i didnt bother. then went to nike at wheelock, which had some nice shirts i wanted, but the vouchers only worked for the shops in heeren, suntec and ps? so i walked to heeren and lo and behold! the stupid nike shop was so small! didnt have wad i wanted, so didnt spend much time there and we went to hmv to walk abt instead. went for dinner after that before going to church for praying thru. another day wasted...

wednesday i woke up at 11.30 liddat. slacked, played the comp for a while, before going to ad's hse with a few other pple. had a lot of food, skipped the ndp show, watched sing idol, ate more food, played games, had fun. reached home close to 11, no work done that day either. at least i found out that i sucked at taboo haha.

thursday was a complete complete waste of time. woke up at 1.30, latest ever. spent the whole morning slacking around, playing rev. went out for dinner, and for the first time ever, i couldnt finish the banmian at s11. dunno why, felt like vommiting, getting sick le

and todays friday, and i just wasted away the whole day again =)

im so
so
so
so
~screwed~!

2006-08-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

sigh blogging has hardly meaning now, dont have anything to rant abt =0

2006-07-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

heehee im addicted to rev =)

2006-07-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha so glad i survived the past week

finished roughly half of all my chinese overdue homework

shd be finishing half of the rest + english biography during the weekend, so happy finally doing homework haha

and i think our ss is quite jialat, though we're having fun doing the filming and everything. our progress is darn sloww

and i slept at ngiams hse in the afternoon while they were watching ff7! haha he so nice nv scold me for sleeping on his bed or anything =)

looking forward to street soccer tmr, lets pray we dont screw up with our rojak team haha

2006-07-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

sigh my life is in such a mess now.

preaching one thing and doing the other

~tons of homework

~tons of projects

~tons of tests

however am i going to survive...

2006-07-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

thanks guys for the nike vouchers.
thanks jared for the cute dog =)
thanks shuin for the offer of going out for supper
thanks everyone for all the smses and phone calls

pity it all had to end in this way
never thought that a small little boy could so totally ruin one's entire birthday

what was promising to be a great day turned out to be a pathetic one
what was turning out to become my best birthday in years turned out to be my worst

at least now my bro just came home and gave me a keychain with my name on it, that definitely cheered me up

-frustrated
-pissed
-tired
-wishing this day would just end

why is it that one small incident would totally ruin everything...

2006-07-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

wow just reached home after a great day =)

woke up at 4 in the morning to study maths

first period was chinese, which was forgettable. everyone in class was chionging last minute maths revision lol. nxt period was maths, where thankfully had some maths revision. but coz i woke up super early, by then i could hardly stay awake and dozed off lol. but thankfully most of the stuff she covered i did in the morning le. nxt period was history where we did presentation. they did it quite last minute, but somehow we managed to pull thru and did quite well, all thx to quek haha.

maths cct was easier then expected. i was quite worried coz i wasnt sure if i could do the application parts properly, but i guess my last min preparation + marcus 10min crashcourse on applications helped a lot haha. hopefully i aced it, apparently my 2 bonus questions have the same answer as norman, and 2/5 of my answers confirm correct. hopefully i can get a 90% for it.

after sch i waited like one hr for all of them to eat finish lunch and gather for our ss project where we had to do our storyboard. had a great time with them, though quek had to leave early and ngiam was kinda stoned. i think we came up with an amazing storyboard haha, cant wait to do the filming, its super funny =) feels great to actually group with proper groupmates who do work, and to actually do work for once.

we finished up at about 5, and i left for home to rest before dinner with marcus at 730. he was late (as usual) so i walked into popular trying to find the stupid chinese textbook, which i still cant seem to find. had a rather enjoyable dinner and then gerald and adelene came with a cake and started singing happy birthday lol! some more so loud, and a lot of pple were watching, so embarrasing haha. fellowshipped for a while before marcus left to fetch his gf, and then the two of them dropped me off before going for supper.

overall had a great great day, certainly the best in recent memory. to think ive always felt so bad and sry for myself, nv saw how blessed i was.

cant wait for tmr, sweet sixteen + installation =)

2006-07-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

ITALY!!!

lol they beat the noob French heehee. and im sure zidane get golden ball...the honour definitely belongs to cannavaro.

anywayz i need to forget abt the world cup and start getting back to reality. today i had an english essay abt the influence of mass media on us, and all i could think abt for examples was the world cup lolx. i probably flunked that paper in the end =) my mind was blank.

back to schoolwork, ive promised myself to stay one of these nites and chiong finish all my chinese homework. but whether that happens remains to be seen haha.

2006-07-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

as expected, germany won. with an emphatic 3-1 scoreline haha. hopefully that scoreline will be repeated tonite, with the italians the victors. dont like france, and i think zidane is overrated haha, so gogo italy! =p

my homework status is really really bad, and im in a big pile of shit which i somehow have to climb out of. especially chinese, dont know wads wrong with me, its the only subject for which i have to take 'o' lvls, but its also the subject i neglect the most. for some reason, i can get myself to do other hw, but just not chinese. its not as if i really hate the subject, but i guess its just that i cant find the motivation to do the chinese homework, so in the end i juz dont bother to do it. and its telling on my gpa too, with my 1.6 chinese my gpa drops from 3.5 to 3.29. Yucks.

and theres like tons of grp projects due in the coming weeks too! english biography wk 3, ss project wk 6, re like super soon. and im dead for all 3 of dem.

2006-07-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

im just making a fool outta myself, aint i?

2006-07-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

i hate it when pple think that they are so smart...like no one else supported any of my fav teams sheesh.

shall laugh in their faces about brazil, got beaten by a bunch of oldies.

dont care wad others say, germany are so gonna win the world cup now

2006-06-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

portugal 1 - 0 holland

sighz...they are just not good enough i guess.

but you dont have to suan me abt the score once i come onto msn...nice friend u are...

anywayz, hopefully i'll soon recover from the loss and enjoy the rest of the world cup.

need to do my hw, schs starting tmr and i havent started, and chinese teacher is spamming my house phone with calls already.

2006-06-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

woot i juz reached home from church and guess wad...

argentina 6 - 0 serbia and montewdv!!!!!

zomgz and i missed it lor bleh

challenged my bro to choose four teams that will win the world cup and me likewise. he beat me in world cup 2002 when he chose brazil, germany and south korea, and in euro 04 when he chose portugal =p

but i think this yr i got chance haha, he chose brazil, germany, italy and czech

i chose holland argentina spain and england

two of my teams are thru, two of my teams have recorded the biggest wins in the tournament so far, and only one goal has been let in amongst all my teams so far HAHA

gonna bathe and den watch my fav team thrash ivory coast heehee

on a side note i havent done any of my homework yet
one more week to sch reopen, gabriel ling is soooo dead. =)

2006-06-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

World Cup 2006

my picks?

holland and argentina, both in the same group =)

2006-06-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

haha dunno why i dont feel like blogging le! thats why no post for whole week. last week was super uneventful, basically stayed at home play comp and read book and sleep =)

nvm hopefull this week will be more eventful, have to start doing hw, including english biography which we havent started and are screwed haha.

2006-05-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

kk forget it im not gonna post abt saturday coz i was supposed to be sick anyway. and if i post i sure get into trouble one, so nvm =)

2006-05-28T09:10:00.000+08:00

sigh last week has been super hectic so no time to post

ge camp

ge canp from tuesday to thursday was a stupid waste of time...and money. listened to a whole bunch of letures on thursday, where it was quite interesting until after lunch and then i juz concentrated on finishing my maths homework.

on wednesday it was slightly better, we went to bukit timah for some nonsense stuff until 12, where we then proceeded to plaza sing to eat lunch and do our surveys in 5 hrs. ate at bk, den slacked around for basically the rest of the time. the rest were done with their surveys by 2 and went to watch over the hedge, which i heard is super hilarious? anywayz that was a super waste of time too

thursday was much better. we went to pulau ubin for cycling! adn observing nature at the same time too. but the highlight was obviously the cycling, where auyong fell from his bike nxt to me and i heard hsuan crashed straight into a tree. after that we went to changi for lunch before proceeding to science centre for the dinosaur exhibition/symposium. the exhibits were all v.nice, and the talk by the dinosaur dude was interesting, but i was just too tired and couldnt keep awake sigh. and due to my aimless wandering around the exhibits i cant really rmb much abt the exhibition now.

friday was definitely the most fun hee. the morning was spent doing the presentations which were all rubbishy and rather last minute, but our grp still won somehow lol. anywayz we went to marina south afterwards for interclass bowling!!! was a long time since i bowled, and the pressure that came after i started off with a spare strike in the practise game didnt help =p. but afterwards left quite a few open frames and finished with a 116, which can be said to be a bit above my normal average. den i koped a free game from norman and den proceeded to obtain the worst score ever, a 62!!! argh. was super sad after dat and didnt wanna bowl le haha. but thankfully my last game was decent enough.started off quite well, managed to keep pace with the rest of my team of 6. then somewhere near the 4th or 5th frame i totally screwed up my game with a 7 3 2 6 in four frames. by then i was definitely gonna lose to aaron tan and was even behind woon hian haha. but i finished off with a spare strike spare for a 113 which was nowhere near wad i wanted but gd enough for second in the team. aaron somehow got a 127, i got 113, and quek got a 111, which if im not wrong were the best three scores in our class too (each class has two teams) in the end we got overall third best team and overall best class hee! now i got another shiny ri medal, but this one is bronze only haha. afterthat supposed to go down for steamboat dinner with the rest of the class, but i went hof for final destination instead.

sad that tancheewan is leaving us...he was a super nice teacher lor, always showing us funny videos in class haha, and a great form teacher. and now we have to get a new ft, wonder what he'll be like..

will post abt saturday after i get back from church, its kinda late now =)

2006-05-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

tomorrow...

interhouse soccer
joga 3 on 3

hope it doesnt get so tensed up like interclass soccer and everyone gets pissed =)

2006-05-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

barca 2 - arsenal 1

it was a nice match to watch lah. not as interesting as last yrs champs league when liverpool owned =) but nice anyway, what with the early red card. im sure u can play advantage den call back play and award free kick after the poor guy score and rdy to celebrate le lah...den arsenal tycoed a goal from a free kick which wasnt even a foul in the first place. den when eto'o shot got deflected onto the post, i had this funny feeling that this wasnt barcas nite. haha budden they proved me wrong and won, although their first goal was an offside apparently. but in the end the best team in the competition won, so no complaints =)

after the match i read some book before taking a short nap of like 30 min, den go sch le

sch today was boring, first period chinese got back paper. 117.5/200. which was somewhat expected lah. wasn't good enough to get me my overall pass, but at least my chinese still 1.6 haha.

overall gpa:
english 3.6
chinese 1.6
history 4.0
social studies 3.6
chemistry 3.2
biology 3.6
physics 2.8
maths 3.6 x2

overall 3.29 i think, physics was a letdown but the rest kinda ok lah (not including chinese)

after that was pe, slacked stoned did nth worth mention

after recess was TWO periods of maths!!!! after half an hour i was half awake. after one hour i was asleep. after one and a half hours even shaun yap couldnt take it anymore and stopped, walking around class looking at the photos instead lol. shit lah im lagging behind badly in maths now...after missing out on the teaching of the entire differentiation wksht 6. so now super lost and have a lot of catching up to do. shdnt have ponned school sighz (thx woon hian for lending me ur wksht 6)

last period of the day was cle, where they talked abt some stupid movie they watched yesterday when i wasnt in sch. den after that talked abt ge camp etc etc.

haha then when come home that time something cool happened. i was walking to the lift lobby of my hse den walked past this indian foreign worker stoning around. then when i entered the lift, then door almost closed that time, he come in, the kind we learn in primary school where the stranger will suddenly enter the lift, den u must get out etc lol. budden i stayed put, although freaked out, den he pressed the lift button for the lift landing above mine (i live on 21st floor, he press 23). to make things worse, he asked me for the time straight away after he entered, like trying to strike up a conversation liddat. i was freaking paranoid by that time le, budden nth else happened. then when the lift stopped at my floor, i faster run out, DEN THE STUPID IDIOT FOLLOW ME OUT!!!! wah den i damn freaked out le, faster open the house door and go inside lock it in case he wanna kidnap me or sth haha. but he juz took the stairs up? weird...i think he must be damn bored nth to do den do the same thing to all students who entered the lift to freak them out =) den he will juz walk up to the nxt level and take the lift down waiting for the next victim haha. my imagination rox.

and tmr is our last academic sch day of the term yay, nxt wk will be slack slack slack =)

2006-05-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

heehee today i did something really really terrible...

i skipped sch!!!
lol

woke up late, at around 6.45. supposed to wake up at 6.30 latest if wanna go sch on time. so i was gonna be late liao, and i didnt wanna be late coz that would mean another demerit point which would be detention =) or i could do wad yicheek did and go sch at 8 and not get booked. budden i was still very sleepy so i decided not to bother to get up and to continue sleeping haha

then my parents came and ask me why i nv go sch den i said no sch i think =p

so i spent the day dotaing and watching movie

sianz, but more interesting than going to sch. anywayz according to others there wasnt really much in sch today

aint the colours nice =p

2006-05-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

haha did this on impulse.
nobody knows abt this blog =)
cept maybe ngiam
i think the template is damn cool lol